Was watching <<I Am Singer>> over the weekend, I was touched by the story and the lyrics. It teared me up badly.
We were too busy to achieve what we wanted, and have neglected what we have.
It is normal for human to chase our goals and dreams. Living in this cruel society, we got no better option but to push ourselves, else the society will push us to the cliff where we got no where to run. That is why a balance is needed, which I find myself have yet found that point.
What we have now in our 20s 30s, is people who love us are still with us. But we were too busy and we thought we earn more for a living to provide a better lifestyle to them. Have you ever thought, is that what they really wanted? Or all they ask for is just our time?
After being a slave for the society, I realise, our time is getting lesser. Why? Because we were putting our career as our top priority above any other things around us, which we were somehow forced to. Else, it is not easy to survive in this society, unless you have other backup plans, which I believe many of us from average background do not have that. We need to depends our brains, energy, time to earn what we want the figure to be.
Seriously, I'm clueless how to get things right before it's too late. Because I understand many people are living in regrets, as they will learn to appreciate what they had after they lost them. And I do not want to be that person.
I just wanted to say, if I ever hurt you with my words, I really didn't mean that way. I'm sorry. I really love you. Although many of the times I do not agree what you say, but deep inside I still care a lot. I'm not good in expressing. I'm truly sorry... Time, please slow down...
You forgave me, took care of me, dealt with me when I was rebellious and never ever gave up on me. That love, is always irreplaceable.
To the people I love or who love me, why couldn't I think of their happiness instead of trying to make things right? Even though if it's wrong, as long as they are satisfied, the smile on their faces is all that matter, because happiness is contagious.
I love you wholeheartedly.