Sunday, January 18

Now Is The Time

I'm so sick and tired with certain stuff, that explains all the food on my Instagram #releasetension. But I serious need to slow down on that part, due to budget control, and also diet control. Been lacking of workout lately, and my body is so bloated now =.=

Was watching <<I Am Singer>> over the weekend, I was touched by the story and the lyrics. It teared me up badly.

We were too busy to achieve what we wanted, and have neglected what we have

It is normal for human to chase our goals and dreams. Living in this cruel society, we got no better option but to push ourselves, else the society will push us to the cliff where we got no where to run. That is why a balance is needed, which I find myself have yet found that point.

What we have now in our 20s 30s, is people who love us are still with us. But we were too busy and we thought we earn more for a living to provide a better lifestyle to them. Have you ever thought, is that what they really wanted? Or all they ask for is just our time?

After being a slave for the society, I realise, our time is getting lesser. Why? Because we were putting our career as our top priority above any other things around us, which we were somehow forced to. Else, it is not easy to survive in this society, unless you have other backup plans, which I believe many of us from average background do not have that. We need to depends our brains, energy, time to earn what we want the figure to be.

Seriously, I'm clueless how to get things right before it's too late. Because I understand many people are living in regrets, as they will learn to appreciate what they had after they lost them. And I do not want to be that person.

I just wanted to say, if I ever hurt you with my words, I really didn't mean that way. I'm sorry. I really love you. Although many of the times I do not agree what you say, but deep inside I still care a lot. I'm not good in expressing. I'm truly sorry... Time, please slow down...

You forgave me, took care of me, dealt with me when I was rebellious and never ever gave up on me. That love, is always irreplaceable.

時光時光慢些吧 不要再讓你變老了

What's with my ego? stubbornness? Do all these matter?


To the people I love or who love me, why couldn't I think of their happiness instead of trying to make things right? Even though if it's wrong, as long as they are satisfied, the smile on their faces is all that matter, because happiness is contagious.

I love you wholeheartedly.


Sunday, December 21

Jay Chou Opus 2 KL

Been caught up with so many things. The past, the present, and the future. So exhausting. And now my face got patch of dark spot where I was forced to stay at home. Doctor said I need a week downtime, means I have to wear a mask to work tomorrow :(

Jay concert - One word. Awesome-ness! I've been wanting to watch his concert since I was in high school, but was studying that time, where got the cash to buy concert tickets. So, I went to his 签唱会 only. My friend did went to his 无与伦比。#soenvy. 10 years later, here am I.

When you felt excited and enjoyed much his concert. Then you see the Hong Kong version =.= You will be like "wtf, why no in Malaysia?! :'("

I've been addicted and non-stop playing for days with his new song. From the moment I'm awake till the moment to sleep. 


I don't really understand what the lyrics trying to elaborate, until I watch this.

2015 is approaching so quickly. Next year, it's a transformation year for me, as this year I just got myself back on track. I just do my best to achieve my resolution, as the number of age is growing and it will never stop. Sigh...

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year! Wish you dance happily under the confetti!


Monday, November 24

Sungai Lembing

I was on company's trip to Kuantan for work purpose. However, Kuantan is my hometown and I was informed that there's this rainbow waterfall at Sungai Lembing. So that was our main objective in the whole trip.


Firstly, my cousin said that we need to be there early. It's like 9am early. Ok fine... after hearing this, I don't find it interesting anymore. And was planned to gave up on the trip, since it is about an hour from Kuantan town.

Somehow, after company's event on the previous day, I managed to wake up early, which I was surprised by myself too. So we just go without any hesitation.

I cannot believe we are like jokers throughout the whole trip. Because we were already late, and thought wanted to catch 9am breakfast. So rush all the way there without pump the petrol. And the ef-fing petrol light kept blinking. So we thought was ok, because on the way should have a petrol station.


There was no petrol station anywhere. Like... seriously? So don't care about anything. Breakfast is more important!

I thought we were late because all shops were closed. Then, went to this food court where they have Lembing noodle and Tofu noodle. Guess what? Lembing noodle was only open during weekends. And Tofu Noodle got no more tofu left, because sold out already. After reading so many blogs on what to eat blablabla...

Then, I'm so gonna blame my cousin on this! She said 9am!!! But it was actually supposed to be weekends only! And should be 7am! Serious ko lian... I don't even have the mood to take pics of the food or surroundings anymore. 

The only thing we can do here is syok sendiri... and working very hard, trying our best to get some local souvenirs back. Still, couldn't get any. So just gave up.

In order to "pump" petrol to go back to town, we need to get the 1.5L bottle water of petrol from mini mart. And it looks like this.

I wanted to take a picture on 'how to pump petrol using water bottle'. But I was shy to do so. I feel bad to take picture of someone helping us to pour the petrol. Unless is one of us doing it :P

This reminds me during college days where I don't like to pump petrol at all. And my car always run out of fuel. So I always need to call for help to send the petrol to me. Not only that, I was always the one who cause the jam. I am very sure I was cursed by N drivers + passengers.

On our way back, Jack really wanted to find something to do. Because he find it so wasted came here for nothing. 

Oh... I forgot to mention about the waterfall. We should be there by 6 in the morning! The time I was still in my dream!!! And need to rent the 4x4 car to get there. 

So.. nothing else we can do here. Adios!


Sunday, November 23

Nobu KL

I've heard a lot about this restaurant. It is all around the world. Always saw the celebs celebrate etc etc at their Las Vegas branch on TV. So when I heard this restaurant came to KL, think no more to find an excuse to come here :P

On Leslie's birthday, decided to come here to celebrate, and I did make booking few days in advance. Unfortunately, unable to get a good dinner timing. It was either before 7pm, or after 9pm. So I took the 9pm one, which we do not need to rush all over for a dinner.

Never thought that we would be so hungry before the dinner time, decided to bring the birthday boy to one of my favourite restaurant at Avenue K, Urbean. They serve descent food, especially the Creamy Smoked Salmon Linguine, it cooked at perfection. Glad the birthday boy likes it :)

We were quite filling after this meal, so decided to take a walk before our second round of dinner of the day. Because Nobu was actually the main goal of the day.

Then... Nobu time. It is a very pretty place, where serving fine dine Fusion food.

I'm not a fine dining person. So the waiter was explaining cold dish and hot dish which I don't really understand. Just order whatever meat which seems tempting to us.

This is grilled salmon with different kind of sauce mix together. #sogood

He wanted to have a taste on Wagyu, which is like RM100 per stick :O It was seriously tender and melted on my tongue. #bestbeefever

As you can see the portion is so freaking small, and it's really fine dine. So we decided to have something filling, which you should not order in a fine dine restaurant, the Chicken Teriyaki set, because you can actually get it anywhere.... =.=

But seriously, I never tasted so nice white rice before. I so in love with the rice, and I'm not really a fan of rice. Usually I will eliminate the white rice and have the meat. And this time was the other way round.

The dessert was normal for me. If I knew it was like this,  I might as well order the Black Cod Miso, which looks really nice. It was actually a fish, in short :)

Overall was a descent dinner, and full die us as we had two rounds of dinner. This dinner cost around RM500+ plus tax, so it is consider reasonable for a place like this. But I will not have a return for this if there is no any occasions, because it certainly breaking my bank :'(

Suggest that you book earlier to get a nice timing and seat. I booked a few days ahead which I got 9pm reservation.


Sunday, October 26

That Twist

Staring at this blank page, got a lot running in my mind. But I'm no good in putting them into words.

Sometimes, it takes one chance, one incident, to change your whole life. To change the way you think, the way you react. This also means that you have grown. Regardless that one chance, one incident was for better or for worse, but deep down inside, you know you are not the same old innocent you anymore.

Have you ever thought what were you doing last year at this time? It's weird to think how different things were a year ago. And how will you be the next year at this time?

I got into this mood was because I receive a tragic news this morning, where I am more certain that life is so fragile and full of uncertainties.


Saturday, October 25

Welcome Back Yumiko!

I used to involve in student exchange program where I will host a student from overseas first, then I will choose a country and go through all the interviews and get hosted by a family there.

Yumiko is one of the girl who I hosted. She is the only girl who I kept in touch with. Because others got no social network! #soimportanttohaveasocialnetwork

I seriously miss study life. We all have grown up and we all are living in the world of cruelty now.

So I brought her to one of the in-trend restaurants now, The Big Spoon at Setiawalk, Puchong, where you are having cold noodle in a big spoon. It's cute and more chinese style. As I know Boat Noodle is also in-trend, but I cannot stand Thai food much. It is sourish and spicy. Furthermore, my parents and Yumiko are fan of Chinese food. I thought Big Spoon is a better choice.

It was nothing much special other than having a mouthful noodle in a big spoon. BUT, it was still much better than Boat Noodle, more suitable for my tastebud. Just my personal preference :)

So gonna meet you in Japan soon!


Thursday, September 18


Seems the 20 fun facts about self thing is trending on Instagram, decided to do one here.

1. I'm still learning to eat vege, where I'm trying to mix them with something delicious.
2. I got a serious memory problem. I tend to forget things EASILY! #goldfishmemory
3. Loves flowers. Including floral fragrance, floral prints.
4. Love beef and pork.
5. Always need to refill tea, water, or beer, as I drink like a fish.
6. Gets annoyed when people call me atas etc, since I don't find any reason for them to judge how I spend my money or how much I earn.
7. A happy family is my final dream, regardless what the journey is, not an issue.
8. Attracted to men who have good smell, good vocal, loves kids.
9. A serious shopaholic which I need a rehab for it, if there is. Online shopping is addictive.
10. Sleep whenever I have nothing to do, because I hate the feeling of wasting time.
11. Would love to have a simple and elegant garden wedding, where my favourite love song will be played.
12. Love to hang out at places with good live bands instead of club music at the pubs or instrumental music at the cafe.
13. Low self confidence but act like yes. Shy and quiet girl but act like yes.
14. A lazy person, period.
15. Same song can repeat n times for n period. Love emo songs.
16. White and red are my favourite colours. But I don't have many things in these two colours as they are harder to find or get dirty easily.
17. First kiss at 15.
18. Childhood dream guy would be Samurai X Kenshin.
19. Taurus girl. I agree on the being stubborn.
20. Eldest child in the family.

I'm finally done with this challenge. Been in my draft for ages.


Tuesday, September 2

Into the Blue

I usually have midnight thoughts where the fears and insecurities drop by every now and then. Therefore, I tend to avoid them by doing what I'm supposed to do and let time to judge. I'm no longer a teen where time became more and more precious day by day. It just scares me somehow, in another words I'm a person who really lack of confidence and have yet found my long term goal.

I was side-tracked, and lost my direction along the way while growing up. And the pollution from the society where your survival skills always need to be up to date. Then, your dream you set when you were a kid, is so different from the dream you are having right now. It's just a dream. Target, Result, and Goal is much more practical compare to dream.

We live in a generation where we all have to wear masks and play parts to make it through battlefield.

Okay, let's not go to something too serious. Talk about something more personal, closer to heart. If we relate it to relationships, all we wanted is to settle down with someone in the end. And there is always that one ex who changes you, for the good or for the bad. Ideally, we always thought that our first love will be the one who we will go through our lives with, but sad thing is, that's not true for most of us.

It's not about how many times you have fallen, it's all about how many times you rise from your fall.

We don't blame nor envy those who have easier journey than us. All these obstacles are also part of our journey and also lessons for us while growing up, go through it or take a detour, don't just stop moving. You may think you are in a very tough position, but you never know there are thousands or millions of people are much worse than you. Appreciate what you have before everything turn into ashes.

"If one thing I know, I'll fall but I grow
I'm walking down this road of mine, this road that I called home...
...So am I wrong, for thinking that we could be something for real?
Now I am wrong, for trying to reach the things that I can't see?"


Monday, July 14

Mount KK: The Hike

There's two route for beginners to go to the peak: Timpohon and Mesilau. Timpohon route is much shorter and easier. It's more like a jungle trekking all the way, lesser rocky roads, more on wooden big stairs. Whereas Mesilau is 2.2km further journey and also the journey is tougher, due to many rocky roads, roller coaster ups and downs, but it's worth it.

Why? If you plan not to return, I suggest you go Mesilau. Seriously so much better view and double certs. #NoPainNoGain. But this 2.2km extra will make you suffer like nobody else.

And another thing, if you are not well-trained climber. I reckon you have a portal to carry your bag. I didn't do so as I thought I was strong enough to carry my freaking 6kg bag up to the hill. Yes, I made it, but it hurts your stamina so bad on the next day due to my legs muscle is already sore and wanting to rest so badly. 

We were a group of 8. But due to our different pace, we have split ourselves into 3 different groups: The Warrior, Normal, and The Crawler. Haha. Me, of course the normal one which I need to take time to take photos, crawl, as well as take a break whenever I see any pondok around.

Seriously, the view is really breathtaking. I really love this part here where it is 360 panaroma view of Mount KK. It's extremely windy where windbreaker is very much needed because we are same level as the clouds are!

After this, I'm so lazy to take my camera out from my bag. I just wanted to keep going and reach Laban Rata (mid point) where we all can rest and most importantly EAT!

Don't expect much food from your mountain guide because all we have for the whole day was a lunch pack contains sandwich, apple, and a bottle of water. We need so much of energy bars and bread to keep us energised. Not to forget, water too! So if any of you wanted to go, bring lots of food and at least 3 bottles of mineral water. SUPER IMPORTANT!

I don't even bother to take picture at Laban Rata. Basically we were actually crawling up hill. I reached there about 6.30pm. Heard from the guide, usually if we take Timpohon route, by 2pm or 3pm latest we will reach. Honestly, it's worth to take the longer route.

The second day was a torture! Where all the nightmare begin... And also when the stars throughout the darkness...

We have to wake up at 1.30am to have our breakfast before the journey begin. Carry as less thing as possible, and also remember to bring your ID tag, as I forgotten to bring mine. Thank God I'm still able to register using my IC number. According to our guide, the ID tag is very important. I wonder why...

Was freezing. Serious strong wind with RAIN!!! At that moment I start to questioning myself, why am I torturing myself like this. I could have had another vacation where I'm enjoying along the beach, listening to live band, etc.

But my subconscious mind is telling me, let's do this once and for all and never come back! So this words keep repeating in my mind to make me keep moving, keep going forward.

If my HP and mana level is 100% I can do so. But at that moment I was like freezing with low stamina. Some more need to climb using rope with my plastic bag raincoat and the strong wind keep blowing my plastic bag away. GRR!! It made me so frustrated till I really wish that I could fly to the peak!

After all the sloppy hill roads, slippery stones, rope climbing. Finally there is some sweetness over the pain.

p.s. the picture above was actually taken from the top. So it means I'm looking downhill.
Above cloud level!

So this is actually the perfect view to see everything. But we didn't know. And we thought we still need to continue climbing. And the mist started to get stronger. Or should I say already very strong before we got up there.

I wanted to faint when I see mist like this. It's very dangerous and I couldn't get any good shot unless I freeze up there and wait. The wind is freaking strong and was really freaking cold! Imagine you are at an open field where there's cold wind hitting you and it's like less than 5 degree Celsius.

To be honest, I was so touched of myself that I could made it this far. And by far, all 8 of us made it to the peak! Was so proud of ourselves. I had tears of joy while I was on the way to the peak :') But somehow need to wipe it before it became frost.

After a few shots, I was like quickly I wanted to get down so badly. The thing is in order to get good shot I need to take off my glove. The moment I took up my hand freeze like mad. That capture onwards, gloves on. My hands can barely tolerate with the cold.

Finally, we got the most important shot.
Mission accomplished!

Altitude pill is a MUST HAVE. I was surprised and not sure what was the reason behind I did not get any sickness like dizzy, nausea, etc throughout the whole journey. I thought I will be like having nausea or something. But my friends do have the problem. So do take note.

Regardless how tired were we, we still need to get downhill to our base camp asap to catch our van back to our hotel. I seriously miss the hotel bed so damn much.

All of us walking like a crab the next day... It doesn't matter. Most importantly, we celebrate our glory!


Mount KK: Before the Hike

One of the lifetime to-do-list was get to the peak of Mount KK. I'm not a climber, and I got ZERO knowledge about hiking. So screw Himalaya etc. Kota Kinabalu is just fine enough for me.

We were all decided to do some training and have some heads up on hiking before the real thing. But BF and I were too lazy to do so. We rather have our beauty sleep than wake up early to Bukit Saga, Gasing, or whatever.

The day has come...

I felt that we don't have enough time to explore around. Sabah, or KK is actually a very nice place. Chill and relax. When we first touched down, we went to this new mall opposite our hotel where this food court is having a very nice view.

For pricing wise, it's actually similar to KL, and sometimes slightly more expensive. I don't find the food is nice there though. I mean... I will not come here just for food hunting. Perhaps I didn't managed to get to try the yummy food around.

Then walking around the water front near the town...

We dozed off early due to the bus picked us up at 6.30am from our hotel. I got a huge shocked along the journey to the base camp. While the mountain guide was explaining, then talked about IC (identification card). I immediately cannot remember that I have placed my wallet to my backpack. I thought I lost it back in the hotel and never gonna see it again.

And the serious heartache comes, if I couldn't find my wallet. First, I cannot go back to KL. Second, I cannot climb Mount KK. Third, I lost all my money. Forth, this wallet is memorable to me, and I seriously adore it. So I tried my very best to recall, as I remember I placed it somewhere. FALSE ALARM! It was hidden in my own bag. Scare die me!

BF was so scared of me taking care of my important belongings =.=!

Geared up and let the journey begin....


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